LoveME for you love me

I rasie my hands. Rasie them to the golden sun. Longing to have fun. I open my eyes. To see the blue skies. I move my body. To the rythem of you. To your rythem rythem. beat of the drum. The music of you.

But I was still forsaken, 5:20 PM.

Welcome to the greatest show

The Main Atraction

You've Never Seen Before

I keep slippin' into a person that I don't want to become.

Let the fair tale unfold

What's behind the smoke and glass

The fear is written in your eyes

Painted faces everybody wears a mask

Wanting to break away

Are you selling them your soul

Look at what you behold

Will you be left out in the cold?

"To become my own."

But I was still forsaken, 8:58 AM.

A Whole Brand New Year
& February is almost over, how the years just fly by!
My, My, My...six more months and "I'll Finally Become My Own!!"
If people only knew
Man, my life would ten times easier....
How long will the elevator go up and down, make internally sick to my stomach.

When is the Golden Moment gonna shine.
When will the moonlight find it's way...
When will the day come though♥

But I was still forsaken, 9:49 PM.

Just sitting here listen to JT's New Album "FutureSex/LoveSounds"...Great album i think i had a dream about him making an album like this one. His infulence was Prince and i think he got a close as he's gonna get. My favorite songs has to be "FutureSex/LoveSound" "Sexyback"(of course) "Let me talk to you/My Love" "Lovestoned/I think that she knows" "What goes around/comes back around"

Aww damn let me just say that I love the whole damn album...I've been waiting for a sound like this and Justin BROUGHT IT!!!!!=)

i also listened to Beyonce's new ablum "B'day".
let me say that suga huney mizz Knowles is "GROWN UP AND LOVIN' YAH'LL"
turnin' 25 must be the new and inproved "sweet 16".
that cut Freakum dress is my SH!TTTTTTTTT!!!!!
I've heard this sound in my dreams too...I was waiting for Bee to come out with a BANG!!!! like she need too...she was just waitin' for the right time...making her record with out daddy.
man she's on her grown woman NOW!!!

"Yah'll can hate on Bee all day long she still gonna be Bee no matter what!!!

School was crazy today it felt like a monday even though it was thursday, were did the week go?!?!?

I could have sorn i was complaing about it being monday yesterday.

I don't know I'm out of it....."

But I was still forsaken, 7:56 PM.

"No walk on the beach...moonlight dinners...no smooches late at night.
I need "The Guy" that I need in my 10+7 years is...
"A Fighter , NOT a lier, One that can take me HIGHER!"
One that can have power but not over power me with his fist
Watch the vemon spay from his lips...Don't have a fit

"No walk on the beach...moonlight dinners...no smooches late at night
"The Guy" who wouldn't put up a fight...

One In A Million
"The Guy"
I haven't found that guy yet...
I know he's out there..."Just Keep the search on GO!!!

But I was still forsaken, 7:10 PM.

Well the half week since we didn't start on monday.Same old same old at B-ham same old Bull Sh!t!!!drama...Drama...DRAMA!!!! I kinda keep to myself now days...I mean I still have the same friends since last year. It's kinda werid they been like my family but you, then that family becomes annoyin'
'&&You CAN pick and choose your friends;
&&To bad you CAN'T choose your family;

But I was still forsaken, 7:26 PM.

&&Days Of Summer School;

&&"The whole experince was crazy somedays I felt as if I was the closest of my friends...you feel like your on top of the world just to float back down to reality.
Sometimes I felt as if I the day was coming closer to when I would tell "HIM" how I felt after a year of knowing the person that stood so tall.

Then there came that day were I looked into someone else eyes "the soul seeker."
I felt what I think was something "REAL" for the first time in a while i feel as if I would no longer loneiness and regreat.

One LONG word in my book.....

R-E-G-E-C-T-I-O-N;^^

Sunday, March 25, 2007

But I was still forsaken, 5:20 PM.